I did something crazy today. I went to watch the movie my Sister's Keeper alone. LOL. It was a rather touching movie but i find the book was way way better. Like about a 100 times? Haha.



13 September 2009, 7.10pm.

Well, i really enjoyed these 5 days of holiday. haha. Wednesday was metamorphosis, Thursday was shepherds retreat, Friday was movie, shopping and catching up with friends.


Saturday i had service and a very fruitful meeting with gideon and the ULs. I guess Gideon and Chantel's advice really helped me alot in leading the girls in my group. At least now, it gave me a clearer picture in which direction they should be heading and how to deal with certain issues. Thanks man! haha.

After meeting, i managed to catch Tim Burton's animation called 9 with weijin and walmond. Went to Starbucks to chill after the show, had a great time of talking. When 3 army guys come together, we just kept talking about our army life. hahaha! Comparing with each other and sharing our experiences. lol.

I feel i spent a little too much this short holiday. HAHA. yeah, i'm always very lousy at managing my finances. Spent around 100 bucks on clothes. A blue plain jumper from River Island and a black tee from Pull and Bear. I really love that blue jumper though, love the fitting. haha! I kept telling myself its okay to spend a lil more since its my birthday month, so that gave me the extra incentive to make myself happy by buying clothes. hehe.

Well, and here i stand again, the thin line between a army life and a civilian life. Booking in about 2 hours. I really cherish my civilian life alot, the joy of able to spend time with friends, sleep on your own bed, waking up knowing that you can on your macbook and check soccer results, watching movies in the afternoon and walking around in town. When you're in camp, every little privilege seems so precious to you. Your admin time in bunk, the time that you're booking out and every drop of soft drink that flow into your mouth that brings so much smile to everyone's faces. Sounds kinda deprived right? haha. I guess its something that i must get used to. Freedom being robbed away. =( . Well, take it lightly, and remind myself that I'm serving the nation. HAHA. =/.

Btw, this song keeps on ringing in my mind. haha. Damn nice.

Melee- Built to Last

Melee - Built To Last



10 September 2009

A little glimpse of what happened last last sunday

FeetWashers ( aka the youth football team) made it to the finals!!!! woohoo!!!

We came into the competition kinda as an underdogs. Just imagine, a bunch of school kids coming together against other guys who are bigger, more experienced and taller than most of us. Going to the finals didn't even cross our minds during our very first match, our main goal is we just wanna have fun and to play with integrity.

I guess we played along with this mindset, WE PLAY FOR THE KING. That is Lord Jesus himself! Before every match, we'll pray and deep in our hearts, we know that we have the 12th man on the pitch with us. Playing along with us and giving us the strength to carry on despite certain setbacks. Here we are, defeated Tag United 2-0! wooo! We played really well. I was only disappointed with myself not grabbing that easy goal at the end. =(. Its alright! Football is a team sport. =D.







Btw, the finals is on 21st September at YCK stadium! haha! I really hope we can win. =)

Anyway, the past week was a tiring week for me. Stayed in camp for 9 days straight because of Army Open House. We slept around 11 plus and woke up at 4am everyday so as to prepare for the open house. Did bag checking for first 2 days and rest of the 3 days was directing traffic in the hot sun. haha. Breathed in all the exhaust fumes from the cars made me a little bit sick at the end. Thank god i was ok. =D.

Everyday i just look forward to drinking the starbucks there! hhaha! I spent around 20 plus dollars there on starbucks. It's sucha refreshing and happy drink for me especially after a hard day of work, you can just sit down and enjoy your starbucks Frapp. =). I think i'm a starbucks addict. ahhaa!!.

I really thank god for this few days off in lieu given by the officers. Really need a break from army and do things that i really like. =D. Shopping, good food and movies!! woohoo.

Last night i went for prayermeet at nexus. Was really spiritually refreshing and thank god that Alvina managed to be holy baptized! woohoo! Kinda lost my voice at the end after the baptism. haha. But it's worth it. hehe.

Btw, today i'm having NE shepherd's retreat! Think i will be back home a little later.Or should i say, early, like ard 2am 3am?

I was actually hoping to catch the new animation movie called 9 tomorrow. =p.


25 August 2009, 12pm

Although I'm never a fan of Lady Gaga, surprisingly this song really captures me alot. haha. Love the beat and all.

FYI, it gets a little intimate during the first 2 minutes. So, kindly ignore that scene and focus on the song. hAHAHA. =p.

Lady Gaga- Paparazzi



On a lighter note, this song is really cool and nice to listen. Away from all the heavy beats and club music. This song is rather soothing and good to listen when mayb, on the way to school or to work, when you're on the bus or something. haha. =D.
The MTV is pretty cool too, simple and cute. haha. Sometimes, simplicity can really awe a person. =). How i wish the world can be simple and nice. =D.

Plain White T's - 1 2 3 4



Enjoy!


24th August 2009

i just had my first math tuition yesterday! Mind you! I'm the tutor! No longer a tutee. hehehe.I was kinda excited before going to my tutee house which is like a few stops away from my house. Thank god. Managed to buy a sec 2 math guide book. Actually that guide book is suppose to guide me and allow me to know more about his Math syllabus rather then letting him use that guide book. Oops. *guilty look*. haha!

Like what 1 of my close friend told me, first lesson, the tutor will be more hardworking and will prepare the lessons. Subsequently, you realize how lousy your tutee is and how easy the syllabus that you won't be bothered to prepare anything. HAHAH. Well, not that i agree to his point of not preparing but i agree with him the syllabus is rather easy. Hehe.

After tutoring him, i realized i kinda like teaching people. I really love that " OH I SEE" look on their faces. It's like u made them realize some life secrets or something. haha! But definitely i won't become a teacher. Career as a teacher is rather, erm, boring and mundane. haha.

Went to watch The Proposal with Joshua, my sheep from North! haha. Had dinner and went home. Was glad i didnt need to book in on a sunday night! woohoo.

Today, i went to meet up with some of my army friends for a movie, shopping and eating around orchard area. First time going to Ion, ok, dont laugh at me. I'm always stuck in camp =p. Watched GI JOE, and omg, God is really testing me again. You know why? Because i saw alot of nice clothes!! Oh my. Straw hat, suspenders,shirts,pants and the red/white adidas hoodie. omg. God how? I told myself not to spend anymore, but there's always nice clothes around. haha! okok. must resist. *Proud look*. =D

Tomorrow, no plans. Will find something fruitful to do before booking in at night. =).


23 August 2009

" Let Go and let God" . Amen. I need to focus my attention on other areas. Its wearing me out i know, but i can't trap in this shit forever. Needs to return back the once joyful self. It takes time but i know i will reach it nonetheless. =D

God, you're all i need. After watching the drama skit during Combined Service yesterday, i'm not taking my "chair" away from you. Leaving my chair for you and letting you take control. Amen. =)


O well. Sometimes i feel like a loser in my life. Sometimes i never expect myself to do that. Did that and got back a respond that's shitty. haha. o well, guess i grew numb to it each day.

I should really consider about how i give my sincerity and kindness to others. I shouldn't give it freely to anyone. Exposing my vulnerability too. I should and must consider it cautiously before i do that. If not, i will be the one the suffers. hehehe.

Another life lesson learnt.

Just be joyful and ENJOY THE SHOW. =D.

Lenka- The Show


Lyrics:

'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Its a cute little song with a joyful tune. HAHA. =)


1 August 2009

I guess shit happens in one's life. =X

It always take 2 hands to clap. One hand is only hitting against the wind/air. Energy and effort needed but Nothing achieved and nothing gained. =)

Let's put my hands behind my back and smile at the oncoming then. Guess nobody knows what i mean. =)